Friday, July 21, 2017

“At some point, you gotta let go, and sit still, and allow contentment to come to you.” ― Elizabeth Gilbert

              After three days of malaria and the suffering that goes with it, I was really down, even though I was beginning to feel better physically.  Here, we don’t reach for pills or bottles when we need hope and energy because God supplies whatever healing we need.  I just went outside late in the afternoon and sat in the shade on our back porch for a while.  I watched a small, runaway pig get chased away by our neighbors with Sissie barking her support.  I saw children coming home from school who wanted to use the little English they knew, so, even though it was afternoon, I heard “Good morning, Sir.” over and over again, followed by giggles.  The kids always smiled and laughed back when I spoke to them in English and Kiswahili.  I watched a mother with her head down and a baby on her back carrying a pail of water on her head.  Right after she went by, a whole herd of goats came past going the other way—hurried along by Sissie’s barking.   Our neighbor’s daughter came out and lowered her bucket into their well several times, filling a large container that she then toted into her house.  I listened to the white-browed robin chat (Google its song) sing its happy, happy song very loudly.  I watched as Rachel gathered in her children’s clothes that had been drying on the fence (she does her wash along with ours).  And while I sat and felt the African breeze on my face, that same breeze brought the sounds of a heavenly choir practice from the nearby Baptist church.  Just an hour sitting on my back porch with Sissie as my companion was better than Prozac, or a glass of wine, or a cold beer.  My spirits were lifted and it was enough.  To quote Scarlett O’Hara, “Tomorrow is another day.”  It was enough.  It was a gift from God.  A gift I could see, hear, and feel.  It was enough, and I was thankful.
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